Friday, September 09, 2005

cravings

i've found over the last week or so that i've really been craving cigarettes. It's wierd, because I'm not now, nor have I ever been a smoker, and I really don't want to become one. I have smoked before, but it's mostly been taking drags off of friends' cigarettes. I think I've had maybe 3 or 4 cigarettes start to finish, and it's been a good couple years since I touched one at all.

I know when your body craves something, it's usually lacking it - like if you crave bananas you're likely short on potassium or something like that. Yeah, I would say my nicotine and tar levels are pretty low, but I always thought that was a good thing. All of a sudden tho, the smell, the sight, or sometimes even just the thought of them really makes me want one. Not that I think I'll go bum one off someone, and it's extremely unlikely that I would ever go buy a pack of my own, but I really don't know what to do with myself.

I guess I'll just ignore it and hope it goes away.

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