lazy, lazy, lazy

there are times when you just feel lazy and gross, and this is one of them for me. I would love to have updated my blog at least a week ago, but the idea that I am working on making into a post would just take too long to work on and get down on paper (or word processor). I asked my friend Melissa if she wanted to write a post for my blog since we're reading the same book, but then I never followed up to make sure she knew I was serious. I was embarrassed when Erica dropped by yesterday and my apartment was a grand and glorious mess, there's not a room that doesn't need to be cleaned, at least a little. And it goes without saying that I feel lazy and gross since I can't seem to get myself to the gym or outside to work out.
This sucks. If you would have asked me a week ago, I would have been very excited to tell you all about this book I was reading and the challenge it has been to me spiritually. Now...I haven't picked it up in a week, and I really am having a hard time remembering what was so amazing about it...it's astounding to see all the distractions that creep in and take away your time and attention and energy. Now I get to try and peel them all away in order to get back to where I was not too long ago, and keep my eyes open to see that it doesn't happen again.